Fiance of two year left me almost a month ago cuz i dont make enogh money but i worked as much as her ?

We have known eachother since highschool lost contact after that then 7 years later i bump into her then we dated and had a commited relationship she was my first love and it was her way or the highway she left me when i was workn hard to find a new job and enroll inschool and make things right.. But her insecurities over powerd her way of seeing i was a hard working man who did what he cud to make her happy and i did then she left me i feel we moved to fast in the beggining we were only together for two yrs she hurt me she tryd to controll me and change me when i wasnt a bad guy i hurt cuz she was my first love its hard to move on but if u only knew how jealous she was like she wud keep me from my buddys and if i wud see em she wud threatn to leave me that aint right now shes gone is it a blessn in disguise so i can b stronger.